cross post from Darklight vision

The scene
A cool day in autumn the breeze carries a chill to the air in the square where people haave been gathering for the past feew hours . The sun is still strong enouth to warm the rotten fruit and dry the spit and urine on their skin. There the five convicted hand by their wrist naked for all to see and be made fun of. Their families forced to attend. The victimns of theses criminals leading in the throwing of projectiles and insults. Then at noon the firetruck brought up and the howe opens a huge stream of water biting into their skin and cleaning them of debris. Now the punishemnt is meated out to their backs and behinds the quantity and the instruement to be used defined by the judge and the crime.A fantasy no a wish to replace the prison system with . A few months to make sure they have time to think of their crime and more important their punishment. I think far better then spending time in your home on weekend confined to tv and nintendo.Yes all for revenge then when punishment and time are served accept them back into society not continue to punish them so they are driven back to crime as we do now.

Decisions

So after 6 months of operations and sitting around with no exercise and lots of food I have gained 2 kilos. Not a Happy camper, while when I have my Dom cap on does not mean much they are not sold by the pound and while we like to do not have to look like an Adonis.

However , as a slave being naked tends to make you want to look your best. As a slave not seeing your dick because it is small is one thing not seeing because you stomach is in the way is another worse mistaking your big toe for your dick.

Lack of breath for a Dom means you sit more often for a slave means you cannot get away that quick. So for those on the block well I would want to loose these kilos and more if possible if I decide it to be a dominant year well slave slow down so I can catch you! hmmm nope going to loose the weight either way so no help in deciding there .

Clarity

I have recently been given new vision through surgery and the new implantation abilities I have a new liens and vision in my right eye. I see images crisp formation of paragraphs are not as difficult and my depth perception is returning slowly. How well i will recover my vision is unknown but it will be much better then what I had.

If given the choice I would not have had it at this time. Do not get me wrong I do not want to give it back but for one the timing .Having poor vision at Christmas allow you to see so much more. I have lost the starry eye vision of a child, I do not see happiness and joy that should be in the world at this time but instead the stark images of suffering.

The images of pixies, elves and angels has changed into sad men ringing bells without meaning nor knowledge of who they represent. Now my vision is so much better I no longer have to interpret what I see instead I see the dark images in sharp quality. With out thought dismiss them so i can see the next new thing. Perhaps we grow old and loose ability to protect us from lack of care we have given to our fellow man and the world we live on. Sad to speak this way at Christmas but I worry that now i want more. I want the other eye done I have more feeling to things that belong to forty year old not fifty seven year old. I want more and my cravings are of desire not revelling in memories of life.

So maybe there are things that should be left to grow old. I feel greedy so I guess there is clarity in my life now I realize that like others my Christmas spirit is based in greed not giving. Well so much for starry eyed visions and trees . I guess it is time to give I guess it might be time to bring out the chains and paddles and give some one a lovely red ass , As it is Christmas. you know!

I guess if I squint and wear the wrong glasses after having enough wine might help perhaps i willjust slowdown and take everything I now see as if it is a painting and just enjoy the vision and sbsorb the details. Really I think the smile of a child opening their gift on Christmas morn, or a vision of them having a starry eye look at a tree might be better. I might even see a pyxie or two myself.

After all we have the rest of the year to hate ourselves and others.

Yes we have lots of time so a some good cheer is a good idea . Mery Christmas to you all.

work shop 101

This is some thing I do not understand. Now here comes the old timer talk. When I started down the path of evil sexuality there were no workshops. If you wanted to know how to do something you either tried it or asked some one who you heard knew how or saw at a get together. The older wiser lifestylers dispensed their knowledge with enthusiasm happy to share. The idea of mentoring was a natural thing but the etiquette of the time and the affects of having to hide what you were from regular folk stop those involved from offering their services and waited to be ask.

minion once asked me why i do not offer workshops , Well there are a few reasons why I do not. The first is that so many in the lifestyle or at least many of those that contact me want the knowledge give to them they do not the trouble of learning it just want to be ble to do it without responsibility. Secondly I will mentor any one who asks and is willing to put in the time and they have to learn in the way I show them. Last it has been forty years since i tied my girlfriend to a tree and had fun with here and of course it was consensual . well I knew more then then I do now so I am still learning so before everyone out there giving course and work shops comes pounding on my door this is my opinion I will always help when asked just don't ask for my diploma .

A question has been raised

Whether there should be Dms at parties and events? The underlying question has to do with the way that society views it's responsibilities to each other. There seems to be a move toward big brother watching over us. That we are not capable of knowing what is good for us and what is not. More then that it creeps toward being told things are too dangerous for us. It is coming out in sports because of injuries in our personal decision making that maybe we do not fully understand the consequences we do not have the faculties for higher thinking.

In vanilla life I cannot have a pool with out a fence because some one's child might drown. I cannot berate a child for disturbing me in a mall or restaurant because it might affect their development. Schools are not allowing the gam tag or the wearing of scary costumes at Halloween.

Since when did I become your keeper? Watch your own kids like I did. Be responsible for your self do not involve me in your lack of strength to say no to your children. Worse the ability to say no to yourself as you deem it okay to sit in a restaurant while little Jimmy screams , for some reason these cries are heard by everyone but the parents of the little brat. So you have to stay home and suffer and not have what you had before children do not have them if you cannot suffer a bit. I can go on about people too chicken shit to control themselves but i would digress .

Now for the lifestyle. Just like a safe word Dms are not worth the effort as I always say if you are tied to a cross and gaged well safe word will not do much will they. What you need to do is seek put information get mentored watch and learn before you play otherwise it is your fault yes the victim is at fault for rush in for being a know it all and for thinking with their fantasy before they live the reality a bit. Gently pulling you cheeks apart and inserting a well oiled butt plug that is just the right size has a different feel to it when a large pug is shove up your ass with little care as to your comfort. No DM is worth giving your own safety over to them that is our responsibility and who you play with.

A disapointment

Sadly disappointed in the dominants that what I find to be the majority of what is out there. I find them needy , lacking in strength of character and sub beaten. They do not define what they want. They do not find what their slave wants they dress up like warriors but act like children.

Oh yes they can hit some one but they they do not know how to spank some to orgasm it is almost as if the slave has orgasm waiting for the dominant to look around and see who is watching . Well I was and it was not pretty.

very sad for the future of the lifestyle when this is what slaves are supposed to look to for pleasure and exploration. No wonder there are so many slaves balking at the idea of rules , protocols and control.

A sad day indeed.

Mystic

It started around five thirty. One of the few times there is no human made noise just the noise trees make when they are still. A smell of forest a feeling of moisture but not mist nor rain just a coolness about it. SO pleasant that i bared my flesh to it and enjoyed nature. Funny the peace one can take from this perfect time and place. It is a wonder why we push so hard to get away from it and go to the elect tonics the bells and whistles that so control or push our stress levels.

All knowing

I am not! So when I received a reply yesterday I was amused and had to share this well a few sentences of the inquiry.

: Master (I hate that term) I like to say no and stop but i only mean it if it hurts too much or i do not like what is happening. :

I am confused is it just me? How will I know to stop if the same word is used to stop the scene as well as enhance it for her. Now I do not usually use a safe word i find them useless a Dom should know the body he is playing with but i will use a safe word when it is some one I have never played with. I guess that he slave is saying the same thing but communication is so important.

Safe words only protect you if you are with a sane Dom how ever if you allow yourself to be tied up by a total stranger and think a safe word will save you well Virginia no there is no Santa Claus .

B.R.A.T.

They seem to be pet peeves for many dominants. I feel that many dominants do not like brats because they require a lot of work. They do require a great deal but for Brat lovers they are worth while.

In my time i have had three brats most challenging but just dam good slaves. Amanda would do something or say some thing knowing she was close to the limit then coyly look at me and wait to see if she went too far and while see did not i would still playfully punish. Such as at a munch she was riding a dom a lot playfully about his french how English's it sounded when she looked at me and smiled i ordered a lemon and told her to suck the juice of the lemon because i wanted to see if french girls really had perky lips. We all laughed at her winces and her laugh as she did what was asked by me. Now when it came down to being my slave she was excellent but when she got a little board when that is when i had to stay ahead of her which kept me going i loved it.

So a brat for me is a good thing and so is a good slave.

Choice

In day s of old and days gone bye
it would bring a tear to my eye
when evil would win and good would loose
then i would have to choose

in dragon smoke and dudgeon lair we would labour
till the knights would stand in favour
to bring back the light of day from darkest night
dark would loose all would be right

Now the days and knights have changed
no longer easy to see through the smoke and flame
not easy to see where to put teh blame
if darkness is evil and light is right it should be easy to see what is right
eyes do dim and fears do grow we choose what causes the smallest woe

So now we sit on high with chest plates polished and shield in hand
we lie and sell our souls to those of the land
with gold and silver in their hands

Do we fight for right or fear
do we try to make it clear
do we stand with brightness of day
or hide in shadows and shade of evil and dismay

So there is the choice it is easily made
to follow the light or enter the cave
to use our eyes and see the knave
or enter the cave and be betrayed.

CLoud

My protocols

Here they are they have meaning to me so then most important to any slave or sub wanabee that wishes my participation.

Protocols.

Greeting: Greeting must take place upon entree there are three positions.

1. this position is for when you have done every task and your regular chores to what you think is perfection. Standing naked with knees apart arms by your side not touching your sides palms open and facing me your eeyes staring into mine.
2. Kneeling naked knees apart ankles crossed hands on your head eyes staring at my belt this position will be most common for you as this says that you do not know if you have lived up to my measure of a slave.
3. This position is one that you feel you have failed as my slave during my absence. face done on the floor legs open aswide as you can arms stretched out toward my feet forehead on the ground.



While in my presence you will always be naked unless commanded differently.

1. you are never allowed to enter a room I am in or leave it without permission.
2. while attending to me you shall do so from the left of me stand beside me with your knees together and straight your posture must be straight shoulders, chest out and stomach in.
3. your naked flesh is never to touch the furniture unless instructed to do so.
4. you are polite to all but obey only me. you are a slave to me but should be a possession of desire of others I have not chosen you because you are a door mat more that you are a wanted prize make this come through in your actions and conversation.
5. speaking to another dominant your knees must be be together and your right hand must cover your left nipple for the duration of the conversation. another slave or submissive your right hand covers your pubic area


your body and spirit.
1. I do not care about size and shape as much as I do about health, so yes you will be exercising your mind and body.
2. your body will comply to my standards as far as hair and hygiene. what you wear under your clothes you will retain for now the control of your outer garments that will be seen by the vanilla world.

A comment

A comment on my friends blog. A dominant that agrees damage is not an objective of mine.


Blue is not a colour for humans. Despite the love of extreme play there are ways of attaining the sensation without the damage.

I have seem testicle and penises in deep blue almost black and wonder why? The human body has indicators to let you know it is a little too much. One of them is colour. Red is the first colour when there is a flush or deeper pink from repeated strikes to a spot we know we should move on returning to that spot only when the red or pink diminishes. When it is in the face you know the air way is being closed so you lighten up on the grip of their neck.

So i do not understand when a part of the anatomy is blue you do not realize you have gone too far or worse the dominant was not paying attention. There is knowledge out there that can give the sensation such as the cat's claw. Which holds the testicles securely but does not cut off the blood flow. Binding the breast is the same you can firmly hold the breast without it going blue.


So i do not understand how or why there are those that bow to the wishes of the slave to bind tighter the dominant is in charge at that moment and for all the cute phrases is the one with the responsibility.
Scar tissue damage to glands are all not a requirement of the lifestyle. Caring for one's property allowing the slave to give themselves over with out worry is part a major part of the lifestyle. In youth we tend to think we know it all and do not seek out a mentor that has the experience in the area you wish to move into not just offer a naked ass to some one holding a cane in their hand hoping that warm tingling sensation is shared by the one with the cane.

My ten cents on a subject that the youth should worry about if you want more extreme play you will pay for it later through desensitisation, scaring , aches and pains so know what you are getting into .Now I shall return to my silence.

So bleeding hearts please explain?

Once upon a time there was the death penalty. Most of those of my age did not agree with it and had it abolished. In hind sight there was a problem with the finality of it due to recent revelations that police used torture and the courts were blind to justice and went for force confessions and left out key evidence. The idea of finding out some one did not do it was horrifying.

I got use to idea of rehabilitation but never felt the victim was treated fairly as they were dead and the killer was alive and on vacation with those of like minds in a prison. Now we have a killer that has served his time got put do to good behaviour landed a job being a song writer and performer and we are upset! He did what you wanted him to do so why are you not going to see his show or accept him back he has done his time? Does not taste good does it. We are not the society of Star Trek . We think we are but we still want our pound of flesh we want him to fail not be good not successful. We want him to fail and never been seen again hopefully go off and shoot himself because we did not want to do it ourselves did we bleeding hearts.

And how much did this cost us and we are still not happy.

Titles

Titles do so bother me yet they must be used so that fifty questions are eliminated. A Master to me is one that has mastered a chosen discipline. They can also be a master of some one a person. If the latter then it is up to the person who has been mastered to give the recognition or title. If it is a discipline then it is up to those who have mastery of the discipline to judge if he is good enough. This is the way in martial arts which has been around a lot longer then the lifestyle and perhaps we should take heed of the protocols and rules in a way of life that the lifestyle tries to duplicate in a very faint way.

These words are my thoughts on the way the lifestyle is now I would suggest that slave to master think a spell before taking a title that they have to live up to.

My ten cents.