Thursday, November 11, 2010

Indecisions

So, chains interesting things they do to look heavy until you have worn then for a while. Then working in them becomes annoying they get heavy they pinch and are in the way. If there is any sort of wood furniture, you must be extremely careful. They cause you to concentrate and more times then not the chains cause you to look silly. So dare I say the word a challenge just one for me is to wear my chains for five days next week. Sort of help to decides which is my stronger side dominant or slave.

IT was pointed out to me that they do not know how to address me or how polite do they have to be with a switch. I realize this is a point of confusion and can cause difficulties. So am going to see just how much submission there is in me. A few years ago, I agree to try being submissive to any and every one. I could not argue I could not swear I had to treat everyone with the respect I would give to a dominants with out exception. It gave me a lot of insight to how opinionated I was and how I manipulated others including dominants to get what I want. I also tried to do what ever was asked of me to the point of being nice to my mother in law. I am glad she did not suggest anything too drastic.

So once more I will try to see it my submission has improve by putting myself under these rules again. I will see hopefully it this is just an erotic fantasy that occurs now and then or if I am more slave then dom. If I am perhaps a breaking through the ranks party where like the old days of the military the accouterments s of office would be stripped away in front of a room of peers dominants then take the punishment from the dominants for pretending all this time to be their equal. Finally, to be given to their slaves for a final punishment for pretending to be better then they. Hmmm wild fantasy eh okay starting today must be nice to every one do anything they ask that is reasonable and hope those that I was really nasty to do not find out what me nasty no never well almost never lol.